I miss it a lot :'(

This is quite an emo post . Not interested ? Go away !

What i mean by i miss it a lot is , our close friendship , our "Our , So Yeah" gang ~
I miss when everything we do , it's always 6 , everytime we hang out in class , it's always 6 except if there's additional person .
I forgot how the gang was ruined , but i really miss it a lot :'(
I miss camwhoring when teacher is teaching , i miss reading our gang stuff in your blog and there's lot more i miss :(
Nowadays , everytime we hang out , all 6 of us , won't be hanging in one gang , you guys are interested in HER more than us now ..
Maybe there's still something we do s 6 , like seni stuff , but it's not the same as last time :/
Last time , whenever you plan stuff , it's always 6 of us to go , i always hear such thing as "Hariz , you wanna go ?" , but now , everything is HER ~
Inviting me is just as an additional person , just because of the DSLR i have , maybe it's not because of the DSLR , but i just felt like it :/
I miss the moment when we hang out and talk about the person our whole gang hate , not about each other .
I know maybe you guys are hating on me , but i'm trying to make you guys to like me , whenever i do wrong , i'll say sorry , not " I don't care , it's not like he gonna sue me " , whenever i do something others hate , i'm gonna say sorry , not "Fuck it , i don't care" And whenever people don't trust me or talking bad about me , i'll chill myself and walk away crying (I do cry a lot because of you people ) , not running away shouting "fuck fuck fuck" .
I hope the gang will be back like last time , I really really really miss it , sorry if i did anything wrong :'(

These moment , i miss it ;/

Kay , that's all for this post , bye !